1) I need to find a job. They are scarce everywhere, but in my small town, they are practically nonexistent. I will try, though. The lack of money has always been an issue for me. It affects my self-esteem, how people see and treat me. It affects every aspect of my life. So, this is priority #1 right now.
2)I will focus more on my writing. It is my passion and, other than when I'm with my children, it is when I am most happy. It is my goal, my hope, and my dream to see my name on the cover of a book.
3)Continue on my diet. Ten months after my baby was born and I am still trying to lose around 20lbs.
I need to ask myself the hard questions...Why do I have such low self-esteem? Why do I allow some people to mistreat me again and again? In a crowd of people, why do I always feel like everyone is thinking I am unattractive, ugly, boring, etc. I have to know where the feelings came from, so I can make them go away for good.
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